just life.

happpy birthday.

Sun, 04 Apr 2010 21:02:10 -0700

today was an adventure.

I got to church late, like always, which makes me kinda sad, but makes me less ADD during the sermon. Anyways it was the last day i was taking care of Moxie, ari’s dog, i love that dog. so yeah went to church, then after church went to an easter lunch with my parents, which made me feel like i bad child because i left early, and they were gunna take me to the zoo, but i had plans! i am the black sheep, everyday. haha anyways so i met up with aileen and karisa, karisa is visiting right nowww and it was her BIRTHDAY! so we hit up some cool spots in seattle like gas works, and pike place and the pier, soo it was alll grooovy and shit, until we came back to get into my car, and my car was missing from where i parked it, and in front i saw a towing sign and i was likeee well, fml. and was just upset that i was going to have to pay another ticket, so i called all the towing companies, and guesss what, no one had my car, so i was freaking out calling the police to file a missing car report thingy and this whole fiasco took like 30 minutes long, and we were like already arranging other rides, and then we finally realize that we are on the wrong freaking block!
and we walk a block over and realize that my car is sitting there peacefully, untouched. hahah that was just a greeatt moment, made me feel like a totally blonde/ damsel in distress, as karisa put it. anyways haaaaaa and then on our way to see yuki, we saw the lead siinger of daphne loves derby, and we yelled out our window at him and were like “you’re the lead singer or daphne loves derby right?” and he was like “yeahh” bhaha alll shy and shit because hes cute like that haha and then we were like “WE just SAW YOU LIKE 2 weeks ago!” haha anyywasy it was a very cool moment. and then i proceeded to drive home and on my way back saw a dead bunny that had been hit by a car, and i thought, how random to see a dead bunnny on easter.

and that was my day, amen, happy easter.

i tell myself i'm going to do this, then i dont.

Sat, 03 Apr 2010 20:50:51 -0700

hhaha.

i feel like i really want to do this because i never reflect to think whats happening in my life, so when people ask me the question “what did you do yesterday” or last weeek, its like i have no clue, and i’m not even exaggerating, i feel like that’s a really bad thing, and it’s not like that means that i’m not doing anything, it’s just that i’m like constantly doing things, whetehr it’s work or friends, and occasional family time, and i never take the time to figure out where i’m actually going with my life exactly, so that when i do have time by myself it’s weird to just be able to stop and breathe and think and just take the time to think the future out and my plans, which i’m like secretly avoiding because i have to make decisions for next year which i’m not really looking forward to doing..

anyways i’m off right now to taste test froyo flavors for yoswirl so that we can finally switch out chocolate,

but yeah i went to a southwestern thing today for a little bit with yejeong

then watched a walk to remember, hahah classic

and hung out with moxie, ari’s dog, because i’m at their house housesitting/watching the dog mostly,

it’s nice and peaceful. i took a 3 day weekend this weekend, and i’m thinking that was a fabulous idea.

haha

anyways this was relaly rushed but i am deciding to update this so that i have some recollection of my life and my days.

justt happy :)

Tue, 02 Mar 2010 23:19:36 -0800

ha it’s weird keeping a blog, kinda reminds me of the adult version of xanga.

anyways! lifee!

I feel like theres so much on my mind. I need to compartmentalize everything.

spirituality

Well as of recently i’ve been feeling kind of frustrated. I feel like it’s hard to pray and hard to feel connected to something higher…before I felt god in my life so well, but it’s hard to make time for god now..god how lame is that. anyways i’m really trying to find my spirituality again and figure out and remind myself why we live this life and what we’re really living for. I think i just get so caught up in day to day that i forgot the big picture. maybe i should read eat.pray.love. again, that’s like my bible.

work

well it has been really up and down. I got hired at coldstone in early February and havent been getting great hours, plus i’ve been having ummm. anyways dont want to complain just hasnt been stressful and eventful…BUT ha I went to go have lunch with yay today and was telling her that I needed a second job, and she brought me over to Yo Swirl where Sen’s the manager and I got hired! That totally brightened my day, PLUS gave me hope in paying off my red light ticket ( ha even though i still plan on appealing it) and possibly doing some traveling right before SOUTHWESTERN. haaaaaaa that’s another job i’m very satisfied with at the moment. is it weird that i’m pumped to sell books this summer? hahaha. maybe.

life

besides the complications with the job, i feeel like life is just so good. too much good has happened. i think i really need to remember how lucky am i, and not compare my life to anyone elses because damn, i really do have great friends.

hah anywaysy i’m also seriously thinking about making a healthy food cook book..just need to find time to start making food, i feel like it’s been soo long since i rreally cooked..god i love cooking…i need to really take time for it.

ALSO i think I discovered what I want to do when i grow up, i think i want to be a columnist! haha marley and me might have swayed me a little, but owen wilson makes it loook like so much fun. i feel like writing is kinda theraputical for me.

today

So haha for my actual day, I woke up super late..haha totally ignored my alarm, somedays you just have to do that. I made some good indian food for myself and headed out to see yay! we met up for bubble tea and the jewel boxx. dude yay is someone that i just have so much fun hanging out withhhhhhh, i love that girl so much, we could laugh about nothing forever. THEN she took me over and i started training, i was training with this other guy who apparently wont get hired now that i am getting hired hah oops. i feel kinda bad about that..then i went over and met aileen and yuki..aileen thinking about doing southwestern as well so she went to an info..then as we were walking back we stopped at the bank and i started having this weird explosion feeling on my right lung and i couldnt breathe for a while and basically it just hurt like helll. it was weird..but after awhile it finally went away! i was kinda freeakking out..hah i feel like my body is always falling apart. anyways then hung out and did some southwestern training..which i really do enjoy..and then headed home. The drive home tonight was nice, i love driving in the rain, i really find it soo refreshing.

anyways i have to take my dad to the airport early tomorrrow morning. but just thought i should update this. ha sorry for being all over the place :)

goodnight.

what happens next..

Sun, 28 Feb 2010 19:21:59 -0800

so this weekend was pretty good.

toook aileen to a southwestern thing friday night and we played games and had dinner there, make sushi with aileen on saturday! and peanut butter brownies. ahah sooo yumm. i ate wayyy to much, that sushi was tooo addictive~ anyways then went back to yukis and stayed the night there.. hah i spend so much time in that apartment of yuki’s..it’s all good though.

but now i’m just wondering whats next

what’s going to happen for me the next couple of months!

i have a job in which i get about ten hours a week….

i guess i’m trying to find a new job but i need to make a plan..a schedule..a determination..a goal. SOMETHING

because i hang out a lottttttt! and spend soo much time on a little bit unproductive fun..hmm i guess i’lll figure it out

i’ve been thinking about making my own DELICIOUS healthy cooking cook boook! i feel like that would be super awesome and satisfying.. and getting better at guitar. but i seriously neeed some goals.

i’m excited for southwestern this summer..

i’m excited to go to new york for james’ stf grad!

i’m excited to visit bta in april?

HM but i need to do some serious thinking and need to stop booking my schedule tight so that i dont get things that i need to get done done.

but gosh it’s soo lovely being in seattle

i was thinking that while driivng home today, it’s absolutely gorgeous here, it’s like UNFAIR. haha

friday morning

Fri, 26 Feb 2010 09:22:20 -0800

so i just got this thing! how exciting…ha ha

it’s friday morning, thank goodnesss, and i was suppose to have breakfast this morning with yejeong, but there was no way that i was getting up that early this morning.

SO yesterday i finally got a four hour shift at coldstone, and kind of enjoyed it, so i was alll excited coming home last night because before it had been a little rough. So i got home feeling great, went to the gym and ran 3 miles, came home and ate a lovely asian salad my mom bought me. I was in such good spirits and thennnnn…it happened. my dad was like by the way i got this in the mail today…so pretty much i got a ticket for running a red light. which sucks a lot, especially when you make 8 an hour after taxes and junk. So i’m trying to find a way to come up with 124 dollars while still being able to have money to hang out with friends and stuff…anyways just kinda a damper on the day.

Anyways, other than that lifes good, i’m kind of happy we’re going back to getting a little bit of rain, it’s refreshing.

haha i wonder if anyone is going to read this…but i kind of like writing out whats going on in my lifeeeee.

and ohhhhh my gosh i cant believe that it’s almost march! already.

i should probably get my day going…hah i’m just trying to procrastinate that by doing this. i have this song stuck in my head break even by script. i love it so much.

blahh haha i’m going to turn in my application to forever today because i need to work more, so hopefully that goes well.

haha my thought trains are friikkin weird.